Hello. I’m Montana. And it’s very nice to meet you.Questions/CommentsA Summer’s VowTumblr (3.0; @thebenefitofyou)http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4k5drvi7V1qaiyl9o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/24070266396http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/24070266396Wed, 30 May 2012 12:30:24 -0500<p>I wish I could write something </p> <p>as powerful as the current </p> <p>flowing through me, see </p> <p>I&#8217;m all made up of waves </p> <p>crashing into waves </p> <p>without the soft sandy shore </p> <p>to wash all the debris up on </p> <p>instead I just feel my spine curving </p> <p>to take the repercussions </p> <p>of fault lines opening up to my molten core and </p> <p>I fill my lungs with the water </p> <p>my body can&#8217;t hold anymore </p> <p>so my nervous system doesn&#8217;t flood </p> <p>in fact it&#8217;s amazing what you can train </p> <p>your body to accept as oxygen</p> <p>but I&#8217;d rather let myself overflow </p> <p>then allow lava to bubble up to the surface</p> <p>and I know that all the white blood cells </p> <p>fighting off my sicknesses </p> <p>can&#8217;t take refuge in my brain any longer </p> <p>though I&#8217;m always being told </p> <p>it&#8217;s about as high as a bodily function can get </p> <p>to save itself, and believe me </p> <p>they&#8217;re starting to get confused </p> <p>about their role in my immunity</p> <p>but when the leading role in a community</p> <p>is to be creator and also destroyer </p> <p>it&#8217;s difficult to find a safe place </p> <p>to hide from grabbing hands </p> <p>filled with a consciousness </p> <p>driven by that which it fights most against </p> <p>so I&#8217;ll worship the sunrise </p> <p>as if the greeting of a day </p> <p>was created specifically for me </p> <p>and with every brilliant sunset </p> <p>that draws the lonely darkness from unknown depths</p> <p>I&#8217;ll find the layers of skin willing </p> <p>to jump stories from their clinging blood vessels </p> <p>and dry out into dust </p> <p>only to be inhaled back in </p> <p>to the point that my river systems </p> <p>are no longer to be considered drinking water </p> <p>they&#8217;re polluted with flaky see-through bits and pieces </p> <p>of scratches I couldn&#8217;t ever let heal </p> <p>should something suddenly disappear </p> <p>that could constantly remind me </p> <p>that not only does every breath I take </p> <p>prove to me I am a living being </p> <p>but that also as much as I am living </p> <p>I am dying with each bit of sea foam to make it up my throat </p>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/24069895587http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/24069895587Wed, 30 May 2012 12:22:00 -0500writings<embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://assets.tumblr.com/swf/audio_player_black.swf?audio_file=http://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/23940723487/tumblr_m4quzr1zjW1qzzl9b&color=FFFFFF" height="27" width="207" quality="best" wmode="opaque"></embed><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://pink-bullets.tumblr.com/post/23939473109/raised-by-wolves-voxtrot">pink-bullets</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Raised By Wolves | <strong>Voxtrot</strong></p> </blockquote>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23940723487http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23940723487Mon, 28 May 2012 13:14:28 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3qo9lQ13L1ru1jd9o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23721049919http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23721049919Fri, 25 May 2012 00:48:33 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4821x2OgZ1qe8yseo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23696512795http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23696512795Thu, 24 May 2012 17:50:43 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4jo6vT8d91qiopa4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23692833122http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23692833122Thu, 24 May 2012 16:53:48 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvlfaqcbh01qk0ftso1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23678156952http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23678156952Thu, 24 May 2012 12:22:50 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2beqdccjx1r084i6o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23651020227http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23651020227Wed, 23 May 2012 21:52:43 -0500<embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://assets.tumblr.com/swf/audio_player_black.swf?audio_file=http://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/23650213388/tumblr_m3ug380gXO1ro3q9d&color=FFFFFF&logo=soundcloud" height="27" width="207" quality="best" wmode="opaque"></embed><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://ten-youus.tumblr.com/post/23647992103/taking-back-sunday-a-decade-under-the">ten-youus</a>:</p> <blockquote> <blockquote> <p>Taking Back Sunday - A Decade Under The Influence</p> </blockquote> <p>holy cow nostalgia</p> </blockquote>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23650213388http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23650213388Wed, 23 May 2012 21:40:22 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1tnmvJ2Gq1r6aoqjo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23621849475http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23621849475Wed, 23 May 2012 14:43:22 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lsscqndynj1qf7sklo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23621768628http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23621768628Wed, 23 May 2012 14:41:59 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2jetf65sK1qamt3wo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23595827142http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23595827142Wed, 23 May 2012 00:32:13 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lsv3asWwFq1qajvsuo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23484054368http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23484054368Mon, 21 May 2012 11:17:36 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m491kmPJB31qzgr2lo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23483775756http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23483775756Mon, 21 May 2012 11:10:56 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4bs62ADXO1qz7d8ro1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23425766614http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23425766614Sun, 20 May 2012 13:02:10 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3i39fmmpv1qdyxtgo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23393374082http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23393374082Sat, 19 May 2012 22:54:44 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4awdsaZ5C1qhpi70o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23392172384http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23392172384Sat, 19 May 2012 22:32:58 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2x0qouPMU1qffkwto1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23390541501http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23390541501Sat, 19 May 2012 22:04:31 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lk8at5N6kY1qewjf3o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23390515034http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23390515034Sat, 19 May 2012 22:04:04 -0500<p>what was I in high school oh dear</p>http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23361632907http://thebenefitofyou.tumblr.com/post/23361632907Sat, 19 May 2012 13:18:04 -0500