THE BENEFIT OF YOU.
This is plainly just an unfortunate time.
Let’s Just Drive Until The Wheels Catch Fire - Paleo.
“Nothing matters on
The day I meet you.
Lock me up.
Set me free.”This song is how I start every road trip.
I'm the hero of this story, don't need to be saved.
Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People:
10. I don’t miss you.
9. I wish I was as intelligent as you.
8. I wish you liked me, cause that would be fun.
7. You’re the only girl I want to take with me when I leave.
6. I miss how we were.
5. I’m only using you, and I’m sorry for that.
4. I miss the life I had when I was with you.
3. You make me want to punch you in the face sometimes, but you’re also adorable.
2. I am in love with you.
1. This is all your fault.
Nine things about myself:
9. I have a long face.8. I have green eyes.
7. I feel alone a lot.
6. I rely on people too much.
5. I’m watching Law and Order SVU.
4. I want to leave here.
3. I am constantly fidgeting with something.
2. I just got my driver’s license.
1. I don’t like going to sleep, but when I do get to sleep, I never want to wake up.
Eight ways to win my heart in relationships:
8. Love me.7. Let me love you.
6.
5.
4.
3.
2.
1.
Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
7. Well, fuck.6. I don’t want to go home.
5. Why aren’t you talking to me?
4. I want to hold your hand.
3. I want to be in an alternate state of mind.
2. THIS SUCKS.
1. I love you.
Six things I do before I fall asleep:
6. Brush my teeth.5. Check interwebs.
4. Talk on the phone.
3. Read.
2. Text.
1. Think.
Five people who mean a lot:
5. Trevor.
4. Drew.
3. Kia.
2. Mom.
1. Dad.
Four things you’re wearing right now:
4. Blue and black striped v-neck sweater.
3. Jeans.
2. Socks.
1. Undies.
Three songs that you listen to often:
3. Don’t Call Me Whitney, Bobby - The Islands.
2. The Pills Won’t Help You Now - The Chemical Brothers.
1. Basic Space - The XX.
Two things you want to do before you die:
2. Create.
1. Skydive.One confession:
1. I can move things with my mind.
I am thankful for my best friend. Without him, I am nothing. I am thankful for kia, for giving me a way to create. I am thankful for Trevor, for showing me a way out. I am thankful for colin, for listening to me ramble at odd hours of the night and naked photoshoots in the snow. Really, I am thankful for everyone I have known, you have all effected me in some way. Thank you, I love you all.
I hate being the only person in the family that doesn’t enjoy football.
I’m probably the only person in the world who thinks this movie looks really compelling, instead of just another “zombie flick”. Oh well.
The book was wonderful. Cormac McCarthy is an incredible writer. I can’t wait to see this, but at the same time, I fear the movie may not do the book justice.
WHY?
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
I need to put my contacts in.
2. How much cash do you have on you?
$6
3. What’s a word that rhymes with “DOOR?”
WHORE.
4. Favorite planet?
I’m pretty alright with Earth.
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
Trevor.
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
I don’t have one.
7. What shirt are you wearing?
Blue V-neck with old radio graphics on it.
8. Do you “label” yourself?
I guess so.
9. Name the brand of your shoes you’re currently wearing?
Keds.
10. Bright or Dark Room?
Dark-ish.
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
I don’t really know who he is, but he has a cool tumblr.
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Driving.
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
“Don’t. Please. Just leave me alone.”
15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
Down the street.
16. What’s a word that you say a lot?
“um.”
17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
Probably Trevor, yesterday.
18. Last furry thing you touched?
Petey.
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
One.
20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
None.
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
Seventeen’s pretty nice. Or, any age before 10.
22. Your worst enemy?
I don’t have one.
23. What is your current desktop picture?
November desktop calendar.
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
“Ohhh, I get it.”
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
Fly.
26. Do you like someone?
Yes.
27. The last song you listened to?
Two-Headed Boy - Neutral Milk Hotel
disappearing is much harder than it seems
I don’t want to disappear. There’s no good in disappearing, then your life wouldn’t have had a single purpose.
my tumblarity is one :D
Haha, mine’s 36.
clap you hands.
if your happy and you know it clap your hands.
you have already clapped your hands.
you are happy.
Are you high? This sounds like the logic of a high person.
would you settle for being boring? if you could just be happy?
Boring isn’t happy. Boring isn’t sad. Boring is being on anti-depressants. Boring is not existing. I’d rather be sad than be boring because at least then I could look forward to being happy again.
today i went for a walk with my mom and my camera. at first when we looked outside it looked cold, windy and all the trees looked sick and dying. texas is not known for its gorgeous falls. the trees look like skeletons against the sky. they are dying, its that time of year. its the dying season.
but my mother and i wrapped ourselves in coats and sweaters and walked anyways. when we looked at the trees they were mostly ugly. but we looked down. it didnt happen often, but every 15 minutes or so we would find a really red leaf buried in the heaps of brown crumbly leaves. (they were the kind that sounded like a poem being crumbled by a dissatisfied poet.) we took the red leaves, picked them up one by one and took them home. they are beautiful. every one of them.
That sounds like a wonderful time.
i am the walrus.
I’m glad for you.
